.......i really dunno wat prompts me to delete n recreate my orkut accounts but its really bcumin a habit n i guess its not a healthy one at all.....im really havin a tough tym wid orkut n im not really able to take those frns n relationships in a lighter vein....dis has been my problem n it continues to be....i wonder if i can ever get bettr of da situation........i guess all my frns hav been facin a tuf tym adjudging my character......but i really think dat der is nuttin wrong wid me...its just dat i want to vent my grief or anguish(or wateva u guys name it) lik dis....but its not dat way.....as u ppl see dat these r not da perfect thins to portray my interior emotions......i guess its da coveted attention(da feel dat everyone wud b thinkin or talkin abt me.....i knoe its silly but cant really help feelin dat way......).....so i want to let u ppl knoe dat im not in any sort of grief,pain or anguish.....n i think these r sum of da interesting phases of my lyf n eventhough at tyms bein painful...m njoin every moment of dis..........dis is for da sake of those people who think dat der is sumthing wrong wid me...(if der r any thinking lik dis....)wid all due respect to ur concern n ur luv upon me i want to make it clear dat i dont hav great grief,anger or pain.......n im njoin my life to the fullest...n wateva i do i bliv in it n do it wholeheartedly..........n i knoe dat it is me who has to face da consequences n i want to let u knoe dat im ready for dat.......so thnx for bein wid me my frns i luv u all.......pls be da same wid me again wen i get into orkut...(i hope itll be a bit late dis tym but da comeback wud be most certain as u can see dat orkut is simply irresistible.......atleast for me...)thnq guys for makin me think dat im special.......for da matter im special coz ive got u ppl as my frns.....luv u all.........
sada kush raho...:)
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chords lulling for us...I wudnt dare to delete my prkut profile..it is me!..not entirely..but yes most of it...mindless scraps exist...but nope,no deletion,donot have the energy to make a new 1....I suggest isolation for yah...three cheers to pain!
ya good ! i hav bin thinking abt it from a long time too...
and yes, iam 16 and i will not change my views on the subjects quoted by me in blog till i die!
Neway I loved all your posts!
[:0]dat was wat vch was hittin all round my head,as 2 y u keep dltin ur accnts...,duh !! i feel many a times to dlt it,i donno,i just end up sayin (its ohk,everythin will b fyn )i keep showin my frustation via my disp names ,but i tell u na ur blogs r simply superb,i donno they made me cry i guess.. cheers !! u rock ! keep gng !! gud job
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