itz my life

FUNNY are those days when my brother n me used to have a dispute about which party to vote for the coming elections at the age of 8 n 10 respectively....we used to have opinions about legends like NTR n Rajiv Gandhi at dat age.....those days in which we used to go to school in a rickshaw.my brother used to be the constant one to sit in the middle seat by alluring other members wid his stories related to mythology.........

JOYOUS are those days wen i was in school n participating for various stage shows,winning some 1 or 2 prizes in essay writing and scout campaigns....i realy dont remember them clearly but those vague images leave me wid some unknown feeling within.......those days when my mom gave 15 rupees to my aunt so dat she can give me 50 ps per day in evenings......

GRIM are those days when i missed my aunt very badly in the absence of my parents...n those days wen i thought dat my aunt will come back to me by resigning her job......
now i feel stupid dat i had contempt for my father who woke me up every morning to train me for exams.....now i recognise dat his efforts are highly responsible for my position as of now......i love you dad......n if possible forgive me for my admonishings which seem very silly and childish to me now......

STRENUOUS are those days wen i was in interimediate wen mathematics seemed to be the religion wherever i go......n those weird chemistry equations gave me nightmares.....n physics was definitely out of my reach despite my (not so sincere) attempts....

COOL are the days after the completion of EAMCET n joinin ENGG..those test matches played by my friends..the movies ive seen widout my parents' knowledge.....(atleast i thought so)......

VALUABLE are those early days of engineering wen i stepped into the real world....the homesickness i faced ......those raggingss by seniors wid me resorting to cry with each n every question.......the advice giiven by my seniors to be tough in life n not to waste valuable tears.....those C and Engineering Drawing classes which seemed to last more than eternity.......
PAINFUL is dat day wen i faced the first failure in my life(Engg Geology).......those tears never seemed to stop at all.....n those summer holidays which i spent entirely in my home without goin out.....

MEMORABLE r those days of engg starting from second year second semester from where my transformation from a boy to a guy had started......those adoloscent chattings wid foreigners in internet....the time i used to spend everyday in front of mirror....the arguments with my dad about the importance of wearing jeans by a youth in an engg colg....the days when we felt on top of the world after coming from a movie on its date of release.....the pride which we used to feel wen asked abt the talk of a prominent hero's latest movie outside its theater on the same day of its release....those three days wen we bunked da colg just coz of not goin to a movie on its first day.....those nightout stands before the exams....the friendships shared between us......those parties where every rich seemed so little infront of our happiness......

EMBARASSING are those incidents wen i followed my first crush wherever she went.......n seemed so dumb infront of her....those days wen i used to have number of rounds around her room just to get a glimpse of her for a fleeting instant.....the day wen i sent her a friend request n it got denied(yahoo messenger).....the cold fury on myself for getting carried away......

HORRIBLE is da day wen i thought of commiting a suicide after knowing dat ive not qualified in GATE exam.....dat is one of those rare occassions where i felt the pain within.......

NOSTALGAIC is da day wen our classmates planned a picnic to the nearby beach.......everybody seemed so wonderful,caring,concerned about each and every other person.....the same gal on whom i had my first crush came to me....n asked me for a walk....dat certainly was a WALK TO REMEMBER.....dat seemed like a split second to me....but dat night my legs were aching like hell ascertaining the fact dat we walked a very long distance......

WEIRD r those days wen i used to work for a company.....immediately after the completion of my engg....those long hours of work used to drain every bit of my energy.....those journeys ive encountered to reach allahabad n acquire an MTECH seat here.......those travels,food n other things which i have not faced till then......

DULL are those initial days in allahabad wen all of our frens seem to have many problems arising from food and language.....we seemed to be out of place.....evry other day palnning to escape .......gradually we got used to it n we found da life fascinating.......

DELIGHTFUL is dis summer which i spent in hyderabad.....me exploring da city wid my closest buddy....i had money dis time n spent it luxuriously......those C language coaching classes which i used as a reason for my bein in hyderabad widout goin home.......but thank god my frens had other thoughts abt my visit there......everyone except me were convinced dat im in da city for a reason.....i learnt few things dat r quite helpful in acquiring a job......

THRILLING are those days after my campus placement with me devoting most of my time to orkut n gettin acquainted with new friends(mostly gals).......

UNFORGETTABLE is da experience i had in front of the TAJ........nothing can match the TAJ.....

FINALLY throughout my life my introspection has developed enormously.......such dat sometimes i feel dat ive gone mad .......but dis is my life...n i gotta lead dis one wid luv n am committed to do dat...

sada kush raho...:)